This is the ending, here's my surrender
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I lovehate you.

Love & love & happy afternoons
Watching TV from your room
While you're laying in my arms
& I know it's not fair to me
To see this love walk right by me
Every day, will we ever meet the right way
Again, again
Tonight I will sit next to you
To see if you act like we're through
To make you laugh is all I want
I'll hold you while tears fill our eyes

It feels like just yesterday when it happened. I'm too numb to feel the pain.

For your love, baby.

Alicia Pan's This Love is on repeat. Ohmy, fucken nice song I can't get enough of. Oh I finished my piano exams by the way. And I supposed I screwed it up. That examiner is so.. Omg scary! He's so tall & he's an ang moh la & it's like so freaky. Only the two of us in the bigbig room. I got damn nervous please. But whatever, it's over so no point dwelling over it. [:

I'm being supa random tday. [: Finding lyrics, poems, pictures, whatever. I'm gonna relaz for awhile before I start doing my Art again. Talking to Quek. She's coming home!! In another 24 days [: Heh I'll be counting down, I guess. Heh. Damn happy. I just cleared my pictures. Deleted quite a lot of things. I'm almost finished with my art. [: I'm gonna finish the last mboard & I'm off to finish up my prelims prep work. YAY FOR ME!

Definition of love?

Is when I met you (:

Another 32 more days to Glynis's birthday! :D
You're gonna ask me what I want for my birthday, yes you are!
-singsingsing &dance around (:

Time flies. Seriously, this year seems to be passing so quickly. It's so fast & I'm turning sixteen already. (: I'm walking the sixteenth year of my life, through thick & thin with my lloves. [: I grow, I fall, I pick myself up, I learnt. Thank God for putting everyone in my life & those who were in my life & left, y'all make a difference. You came, you stayed, you taught me, I learnt. You left for a reason or another. & for all those who're still here, I hope you'd still stay right here in my life, keep playing your part & I will keep lloving you. <3<3<3!

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
♥
I've got piano again later. & I don't feel like going. Ugh shut up glynis & do your Art now. Toddles!

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Q: What is the quickest remedy for a broken heart?

A: The quickest remedy is that you must learn not to value love because it is requited. It makes no difference whether your love is returned. Your love is of value to you because you give it. It's as though you gave me a present merely because you thought I would give you one in return. This won't do. If you have love to give, you give it and you give it where it is needed, but never, never ask for anything in return. Once you've got that in your head, the idea of your heart being broken will disappear.

(Quentin Crisp, in an interview in The Wit And Wisdom of Quentin Crisp)

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IULOVYOE (:

Cut my wrist & black my eyes.
<3.

11:21 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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